So I was driving home from work today when it hit me that I would be dropping my son off for his first day at school tomorrow. I sobbed pretty hard for 30 minutes thinking about how big he has gotten. I was remembering the day he was born and how I felt when I first laid my eyes on him. There are not words to describe that moment. I was so scared when i found out that I was pregnant with him - I was 21 but so not ready to raise another human being .. I couldn't even take care of myself. But he honestly saved my life.. it scares me to think of where I may have been had someone not trusted me to take care of him. I had no idea what I was doing..and there are a lot of things I wish I would have done differently . I am a much better mother to Elley now then I was to Parker at her age. Thanks for being patient with me while I figured it out Park you are my best friend and I love you so much!!!